Heartspeak

I dont know why....

A sense of loneliness grips you with a sudden yank...
That inexcruciating feel...a a sudden urge to break free from it
....a helplessness....a numbness....and a nameless fear....

I dont know what is it....

A sense of detachment.....
that compelling need...... an urge which draws you closer and closer to an anchor....
...a feeling to be there....never to come back

A life which you call your own....
A little corner which you feel is yours...

A Search ......An Unending Search!!!!!